Time Passing



It was Lennox's 1st birthday on Sunday. I fluctuated between happy, hysterical and bewilderment. Never again will I throw a big party with all the relatives, it was awful. I didn't get to spend any time with my son, or Michael. The happy part was realising what a wonderful little boy he has become, the hysterical part was realising how fast he is growing up and also reliving those awful first few months of his life, the difficulties we had at first and then the devastating Mother's Day when we ended up in hospital and he ended up having surgery. The bewilderment was trying to cope with these emotions and hold it together over the 5 hour party. But as with all facets of parenthood you have to move on quickly coz it never slows down and never stops changing.
I missed you guys on his birthday. Wish you had been there, if for nothing but to keep me sane.
1 Comments:
are you really sure you wanted us there! Great to hear some news from you guys - can't believe Lennox is a year old already. Come to my 50th won't you 8-P - it may not be far away!
big lovin',
seb
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